Friday, February 6, 2015

5 Goals

The goals I've set have been set with high standards. My main goal of these next few months is to get to independent living. I've said this a million times, but now that I have the means to get there, like a team to help me along the way.

The point of this essay is to give the readers a general idea about my goal and to let them know I plan on achieving it. Nothing can hold me back starting today. I'm breaking out of these chains and washing away the pain and heartache of yesterday and starting new. There's nothing that can hold me back.

1: My main way of getting to my goal is to keep my job. You need a job to maintain an apartment. Now I have a job and it's my job to keep working.  I can't slack off at work, I can't be lazy, I can't do anything to jeopardize the job.  I need to keep it.
And so, in order to do that I have to continue to be on time and to work hard and fast, but accurate, at work. That's what I have to do at work or I'll get fired and no longer have one.

2: So we now move onto bank accounts and credit union accounts. With a job you need to have a savings and checking account or just one or the other.  I will create one at Mountain America Credit Union. But what's a savings account without money put into it?

3: Now I need to save.  My program and judge requires me to have at least 1-2 thousand in savings and to see that I can maintain it without taking any out.  I need to be strict with my money and not spend.  If I need something I will budget. I will not take more than necessary and I will spend wisely and only on what I need, but occasionally indulge in something that'll make me happy.  

4: For the time being I will need to prioritize.  I have to prioritize getting my high school diploma and continuing on to college.  If I do that then I can show that I am able to stick with something and be committed to making something work.  If I show interest in college and paying my own tuition then they can see that I'm making an effort. 

5: In time I can rent my own apartment. I can continue to show them I can maintain a household amid stresses and issues. I will have to show that I can pay bills and eventually they will let me out of custody as well. The chances I will have to show them I can do it are endless.


Sometimes there will be struggles and bumps along the way, but if I try my hardest then they will put me into independent living and I will have another step in my life to look forward to.  I will start now with some of the goals listed above, but there's are many more things I could do.  Now it's my chance to make this work and I definitely will.  

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Not always, yet sometimes, I create from my own mind, New Years resolutions that I desire above all else to achieve. There have been resolutions to conquer addictions, resolutions to act more like Christ, and resolutions just to accomplish minuscule objects of little worth.

I used to be like you. Dead in my sins, a child of the prince of the powers of the air, a child of disobedience. Yet, no longer. Not that I don't sin, but I feel sorry for my sins. And I hope you feel sorry for yours.  Yet, this article is not about who loves Jesus more, or who wishes to go to heaven, yet, this is about a dream. I dream I've had for quite a while. A dream that I believe to be pure and upright, walking in holiness and self-sacrifice. What is my dream? I wish to become a pastor. I wish to lead others to Christ. Although this desire cannot be accomplished in a single year alone, there are starting points in which I will take to prepare myself in this year.

#1 Reading the Glorious Bible more often.
I feel like one who wishes to become closer to Christ should read His word on a regular basis. To feel His presence, one need only to pick the Holy Bible and read a few words. Our savior Christ Jesus is our only ticket to heaven. There is NO other way into paradise. So, in order to know what He desires of us, we must read His word.

#2 pray more.
Praying is our communion with the Lord our Messiah. Whoever denies the power of prayer has not fervently knelt down to pour his or her heart out to Christ. In order to become more in tune with those around me and the Holy Spirit, I need to kneel before my lord and pour out my soul to Him. What I ask for is my personal business.

#3 evangelize.
In order to gain more followers to my church and to learn how to help people for my future occupation, I need to witness to people. Now you may be asking, why am I not evangelizing to people in school. It's illegal to force beliefs on others without their permission. However, there have been a few attempts I've made, yet those stories don't matter. Yet, I do need to witness more. To witness, one must believe in Christ with all their heart and must have the strength and courage to preach to one who does not. 

#4 work within the church to help its needs.
In order to prepare myself in becoming a pastor, I must be able to work within the current church I attend. With the pastors guidance, I'll be able to help out throughout the congregation to promote its spirituality and well-being. Whatever the pastor wishes me to do, I need to do it.

#5 talk with the pastor about wishing to be a pastor.

And the last thing I need to accomplish, is to tell the pastor about my feelings. The strong calling  I've received must be shared with the pastor. He above all else will know what to do with my vocation. Yet, I've already spoken to him. So I guess this really isn't a goal. Tee hee.


So all in all, the two main things that'll help me become ready to achieve my dream are personal spiritual development and helping the church as a body in its whole. In order to accomplish such goals I'll need the help of our Savior who is the Lord Jesus Christ. I cannot, no one can, fulfill goals without the help of our Messiah. Jesus helps in all things. In order to go to heaven, all one needs to do is believe in Jesus Christ and repent. Now, what does repent mean? Does it mean to stop all sins? No. Repentance only means to recognize that you are a sinner and to pray to Jesus, asking Him to forgive you and to accept you into His fold. That's all it takes. I simple prayer, and simple faith. Thank you. I love you all.

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Something I really want to do and have wanted to for a while but I'm too lazy, is stop being lazy. It's getting pretty ridiculous. If something is hard, I'll usually try to find a way out of it. I need to stop being lazy and just do what I need to do. Being lazy isn't going to help at all. It's just going to make things worse. I need to work on not being lazy. It will help me out a lot.

I procrastinate with almost everything; school work, community service, and pretty much everything else I need to do. If I don't do them it's just going to cause more trouble and it's going to be more work than it would have been in the first place.

I don't want my work to be any harder than it has to be. So to help me, I've made a list of a few things to help me with my laziness.

#1 Consequential thinking. 
I've been doing this a lot more lately. If I think about what will happen if I do what I need to or if I don't, I will usually do it. The consequences of doing it are a lot better than if I don't.

#2 More positive thoughts.
Instead of thinking, " I'll do it tomorrow" or " it will be okay if I turn it in late" I can just think "if I do it now, I won't have to do it later." It will make things easier.

#3 Ask for help with things.
If it really is a hard thing to do, instead of not doing it, I can ask for help. It's a lot easier to do something when you have help. It won't seem as hard and I'll be more motivated to do it.

#4 don't look at it as a bad thing.
Instead of thinking about how bad it's going to be just look at the positives. Think about how it will be better if I just stop being lazy and do it.


I really need to stop being lazy. In the end, it will be a lot better for me to just do what I need to do. Hopefully this list will help me cure my laziness. I'll be a lot happier.

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Every New Years my goal is to work on my self esteem. Every day I tell myself that I am going to work on my self esteem, but I tend not to. I just let my words slide on by and not put any effort into fulfilling what I said I was going to do that day.Either I forget or just don't want to work on it.

 I want to have a better self esteem, I don't want to procrastinate on my self image anymore. I want to love myself to the fullest, more than I have ever loved anyone. Look in the mirror and seeing something beautiful, priceless and something special, rather than worthless and unloved. It's an amazing feeling to see yourself for the real and amazing you, working and trying and believing it's actually true after all that time of not knowing that it really was.

When ever I think I am ugly, worthless, unloved, and hated, I think about the times when I am at my lowest and how awful I am feeling in that moment and how shitty I felt. Then I realize that I don't want to live my life feeling like that all of that time. I WANT to love myself. I WANT to be happy with what I look like.

I am me and I cannot change that, nor do I want to.

I have a list of five simple steps to changing my self esteem to something better.

#1 Tell myself that I am beautiful every single day in the mirror with a smile on my face and true, real meaning behind it.

#2 Write in a journal, that is especially for my self esteem, every night, complimenting myself. Things that I am good at, how I did a good job at doing something. How I am a good friend, daughter, aunt, sister, cousin, or niece.

#3 Start following through with my words and stop telling myself and other people that I am going to do something and not do it. Stop procrastinating with something that is so valuable to me at this moment in my soon to be adult life.

#4 Accept people's compliments and not deny them when they are given to me.
Just say a simple thank you, and possibles compliment them back. But only if I actually think they look good and/or like something about them.


#5 Last but not least, be honest with myself, if I really think I look good, say it. It doesn't matter what other people say or think. They are no better than me if they are cruel and ignorant.

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My goal for 2015 is kind of strange. I'm having a kid and my goal is to become the father I wish my dad was. He walked out on my family at the age of 5. Why did I choose this goal? I think that it's going to make me grown up as a person. I want to be the best dad ever.  I don't know why people would leave their babies, sons, daughters, mothers. You'd have to be a really big dick if you leave the one child that looks up and calls you dad.

I've acted like a kid all of my life: smoking, drinking, lying, sneaking out, etc... I've done my wrong in my life. It's definitely time to turn things around. Time to make a change on this earth. Even if it's small—as small as a baby even.

Sometimes I wonder what kind of person I'll be if my dad stayed. There's no reason to ponder on it anymore. I have to focus on the now and these are my nows. 

#1. Get a job.
I already have a job right now, but I want enough money to get the necessities for my kid. Hopefully buy a place for me, my kid, and the girl I love right now. Making 8$ an hour won't be able to fulfill these dreams of mine. So that's why I put this. To get a job paying 20$ or more an hour to support my soon to be family.

#2. Money management.
This has little to do with my kid, but I want to have tons of money. By saving 75% of my money till I'm 30, that'll be an excruciatingly amount of money. Hopefully enough to get by in life for the rest of my life. Hopefully having enough for my kid too.

#3. Get some life lessons.
I want to teach my kid what would help him In the real world. I'm going to teach him/her what's it like to do hard work. I am a believer that hard work and dedication will pay off in the long run. I hope my kid picks that up and goes somewhere in life like I should've.

#4. Love.
Love is a key part about being a parent. Unconditional love. Just because you're being a little shit now doesn't mean I don't love you. I want my kid to recognize my love for him. I want to do to my kid what my mom did to me. Cause now when I look back on all the things my mom has done for me, she must've loved me.

#5. respect.
Once my kid comes to that age I'll show him respect and hopefully, If he isn't entitled, show him the respect that he deserves. I would like it if he once he's in those teenage years respect what I've done for him. I guess that ties a little bit with love.


These are the things I would like to do when this is all coming. I think that this is a good solid list on what I want to teach, show, and do when my kid comes around.

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My whole life I have put things to the side of my list or have just forgotten them there.Finishing them is to tiresome or just outrageous to accomplish but this is one of the simple one I have been  working on for quite some time now.It is still quite strange but I can explained the origin of the the thought that started the goal that many would be quaintly quite afraid to do.

It all started when I had just recently turned five. Big girl shoes were the in thing to do and anything of grownup type was cool.I was at the stage where learning to say no and doing everything by myself was the fun thing that needed to be done.Almost like a game of playing house. I wanted to be the mommy and all my dolls were my slave labor group of children that had to do outlandishly hard choirs. 

Until  one day life hit me in a whole different way and that was the day I had to accompany my family to a strange little church house.I was put into a dark mourning dress and taken out into a small field there was strange little flat stones everywhere that had words and pictures scribbled. Later I learned that this was my first funeral but at the time it was an adventure so great.People were sad but curiosity is all I felt at the time even when I placed my small rosy lips on the cheek of my cold  great grandmothers. Simply  I though she was asleep she had a faint smile on her face she just seemed peaceful. 

So of course when I went home my knees skinned and green from running around the little stones.I asked my mother what I had just went to she simple told me, a funeral. This is what sparked my idea of what I wanted to become. A mortician. 

#1 Well first of all I need to finish me high school education.It's a simple enough goal a truthfully I'm practically done with this goal. All that I need now is a few more credits and to try my best to pass each year with a 4.0. Let's just hope I can run away from the bad side of the high school. Alike to bullies and the horrible days when I got my head slammed into the lockers. So yes I think I have had my fill of high school lets move on.

2# Next the wonder foul world of college where people party and many just give up until suddenly a beer bottle strikes their head and they see how simple it truly is. I plan to go to this simple little place called job corps.Free bed,bath, and jobs.Kind of sounds like a homeless shelter, but truthfully this place is wonderful. They help you get a move on especially is you are of low income. I will take welding,business,and ulnar arts.A strange mixture but well worth my time.

3# After this ordeal I'm going to take what money I have saved up and enroll myself into a real collage to study the basics but most of all human anatomy and medical. I'll need both of These to become a trainee for a mortician. As well with the skills  that I will have gotten at job core I will be able to Hopefully open up my very own death house heh I mean morgue.


These are my long term goals to become what I want to become, and now all I can do is work and hope everything goes well.

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Goals have helped me out a lot in life so far. I use to be someone no one could stand! All  I cared about was sex and drugs. I was someone no one wants to be. With goals I have pulled myself out of that life and into a new way of living. At the moment..life's weird. I have no friends and my family's left me. So I'm pretty lonely. Ever since I've dropped my old friends I've been having a hard time getting new ones. Talking in general is heart stopping. I'm scared I'll get close to someone whom I could call family, than them just leave. I need some way to pull me out of this awkward funk! 
Goals:
#1. Openly be myself.
Maybe someone will like the new me. So be weird and happy about it! I want someone to except me for me. Not for who they want me to be.
#2. Be more social.
Sure it's scary to talk to people, but you won't make friends without talking. I want to be able to share feelings and pains with someone else. Maybe they'll help.
#3. Take the risk!
Like I've said, talking is scary. It is because people may laugh at me and turn me down and not want to except me. But I won't know who will except me till I try. So try!

#4. Learn to except myself.
No one is going to talk to me if I won't talk to me. If I show hate towards myself and disrespect myself, it will show that I can't love and respect them. Plus, it's just good to love your self. :) 

#5. Find a family..
This is my biggest goal. I don't want to have only friends to rely on. I want a place to go home to. I want to hug someone I could call Mom or Dad. I want a place to call home. This is my biggest goal ever! 

I know that once I reach my goals, I will be happier with myself. These are most important to me. Yes sobriety is very important. It's just not my biggest problem anymore. If I want a family, I have to follow through with these goals. Sure I'm scared, and yes it's hard. But if I made it this far, I could go farther!!! 

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#1 My first goal is to be able to solve the Rubik's cube in under 5 minutes. I already know how to solve it but I honestly think it would be better to know how to solve it in under 5 minutes. It would also be fun so that way I can rub it in everyone's faces when I can do it faster. 

#2 My second goal is to try and get strait A's in school. I have never gotten all A's in school before. If the get straight A's in school then my program will give me 25 dollars a month, so I am really trying to get that 25 dollars.

#3 My third goal is to try and be nicer to people. I've seen that I have been really rude to people lately. I don't want people to think that I am a rude person cuz I think that I am really nice so that is another goal.

#4 My fourth goal is to keep a healthy relationship with my girlfriend. In my past relationships it was always unhealthy. And I really love my girl so I am going to do whatever it takes to keep her, and keep our relationship healthy.


#5 My fifth goal is to try and get another with my parents better. I've noticed that I have been kinda pushing them away so I think that I need to get closer to them, cuz nothing is more important than family. 

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One of my long-term goals is to turn my artistic ability into a career one day. I actually have three ideas in mind. One, to become a tattoo artist and one day maybe own my own shop. Two, maybe I could start my own clothing line and draw out my designs. Three, I could become sketch artist for movie companies you know like concept art.

So I have always wanted to be a tattoo artist, I thought the whole idea of owning a tattoo parlor would be just so dope! Ever since I was young I have been inspired by artists on those tattoo shows, my favorite "Ink Master". Oh man how much I do love that show, it has been my biggest dream to win the title of Ink Master along with the 100'000 dollars. I know it takes a lot of grit to win and a lot of persistence! But most importantly it takes talent, a lot of artistic talent, which I possess.

Another dream of mine is to own my own clothing line, I know you can make hella bank and I know I would have a blast being my own boss. Basically it takes a lot of patience to own a business I know that because I have a few friends that have their own business. You don't really start off making bank, no you usually start out small. You start out small until your business starts booming and gets more popular.

Now it really was never one of my dreams to do concept art for movies but I thought it would be a pretty good career choice if I could go down that path. Plus it would for a fact make me a prodigious amount of money and I could learn a whole lot from it also. 


Now to sum up everything,my goals are both simple but at the same time colossal! I know what it takes to achieve them too, I just need to pursue my artistic talent and keep moving forward. I know I can do it I have what it takes to become whatever I want to be in life. Just takes grit and a "hustlers ambition" and I can live my dreams!

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Stay alive

I have a problem with feeling suicidal. I need to be less depressed because that's what leads me to being suicidal. I have to believe that I'm wanted and loved in this world. I also just need to believe that I do have a purpose in this world.

Be positive:
Don't listen to negative things that make me feel like Killing    myself and stay positive. For example, if I stay positive in all that I do, think, say, and listen to I will never feel like killing myself. 

Don't do stupid stuff:
Don't do stuff that will make people say or do stuff to me that make me feel like killing myself. For example, don't tell people I don't like them in a way that will make them mad.

Do obey:
If I obey then I will never feel like I'm not wanted or needed. I also wouldn't feel like there's no purpose in life. The only reason I bring this up is that's one of the main reasons I'm always depressed. One of those instances was just recently when someone in my life said that I make their kids feel uncomfortable, but the way they worded it made me feel like I was unwanted, unloved, and unneeded.

Do be smart:
If I'm smart in everything I do and say I won't get in trouble therefore staying alive. For example, if I don't do my homework, I won't get good grades. If I don't do my chores, I won't get to chill out with my friends that I don't have.

Do tell the truth:
If I tell the truth at all times I won't get in trouble therefore not feeling suicidal therefore not killing myself. For example, one time I didn't tell the truth and got in more trouble than if I would have told the truth in the first place. But then again, I've also got in trouble for telling the truth in the first place.


So, in order to stay alive, I will be positive by focusing on the good times in life, obey, and be smart. I will not do stupid stuff like what is mentioned up towards the top. I will tell the truth as often as possible without getting yelled at. 

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What I want to be better at by the end of 2015.

I am really bad at doing my home work because I procrastinate a lot. I say that i will do it later but I rarely do so it never gets done. I think if I sit down an hour after school and just do it I will be able to get through it. It may not stop me from procrastinating later but is will help me in that area. It is a small stepping stone to being 100% on task.

I also think that I should work on being consistent on the things that I do. I always end up falling out of a routine that I think is healthy. I think if I am very attentive to the way I slowly fall out of my routine I might be able to fix the problem. Either that or jus t have someone do it with me so I have a some motivation.

I need to work on my ability to stay focused. I am horrible at staying focused. It is an issue that needs to be worked on. I think if I just tried and worry on one thing at a time I think that it might be a little help me focus a little. I think it might be even better if I  had an award at the end of what ever I am doing but then again there wont always be an award at the end

I have realized lately that I am really bad at being articulate. I hd never actually thought about the way I talk "until just recently" of corse". It kind of annoys me. I kind of slur My words together. So the whole time I am talking I sound like I have a 2x4 in my mouth.

I have a bad habit of tapping my hands and feat all the time.I don't know why I do but I do.I have tried to get rid of this habit but I just can't.It doesn't bother just bother me either.Everybody hates it because after a while it gets a bit old.This is one of the things I hope to be done with by the end of 2015.


All in all I am ADHD and I want to get rid of it.I work hard and get distracted real easily and always need to be moving.By the end of 2015 I hope to have ride my self of my ADHD tendencies.You know what by the end of the end of the year I will have gotten better with my ADHD.

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Goals that are my Priority

 It's what it takes of how many steps will it take you to make that move everyday.
What is the motivation that's keeping us pumping our strength to push it to our limits.
I think we all have procrastinated before and I honestly think if I were to put all my hard work into this I should be a star by now I still have these dreams of mine and goals that I want to accomplish and share with you that I feel will better myself with in my mind body and spirit.

#1.Create music Often
I want to create music much more often cause I've been writing for a while I would say now and it's jus really fun and interesting to me it's one of my favorite hobbies. I need to create and want to create music to better myself as an image someone can look up to. To make it somewhere with my music will be such a blessing I would just know that I did work for it.

#2. Becoming a Musician 
For me to jus keep constant at being as creative as I can to show the world it's possible to imagine your dreams and turn them into reality.

#3. To stop being lazy
Waking up still tired annoys the crap out of me.

#4. Be a good influence 
To let loose something people rarely get to see in younger kids in the generation mixed with drugs.

#5.read books
I need to read more to educate my vocabulary and also my writing skills. 

#6. Change the world a day at a Time

By showing people how you can help make a different way to change. Also by looking through people by there hearts instead of there faces.

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Here is five goals that I am going to work towards in the new year. These are my personal goals. Goals are good to keep me going because then I have something to look forward to. Having goals of my own is nice not the programs, not the therapist,no ones but mine.

Being a better sister: I have failed completely on being there for my little brother and I want to be his hero.  I use to raise him and now he won't even tell me what's wrong when he's sad. I always tell myself that I'm going to make him happy but every time I get around him I'm crul and I'm not a good sister.  When we got older were going to be all that each other have and I want him to know that I'm her for him. I want to have a good and strong relationship with my brother!

Making my grandma proud: I am very good at letting my gma down. I always promise her that I'm gonna do good and get away from drugs but that never happens. I have broken so many promises to her and all she's ever done is want what's actually best for me. She has thought me everything that I know. I have a goal that before she goes to make her proud of me instead of ashamed. There is no way that I could pay her back for taking care of me and putting up with me but I could at least make her proud.

Getting really good at guitar: I am pretty good at playing what I know on the guitar but I want to get good at the stuff that I don't know . Every time that o learn something new lately I've just been giving up. But I wanna be really really good. I just don't wanna give up on the things that I think are too hard. So I'm going to keep playing even the stuff that's really hard.

Getting more sleep: I really need to start getting more sleep. I never get enough sleep ,never. Because of my program I always get home late and then have to do my chore,shower,get my clothes and every night I go to bed at like midnight or later. So I'm always tired . So one of my goals is to try to get to bed and not sit up and think so that am not always tired .      


Graduate early: I really am planning on graduating early. But in order to do that I have to get good grades and I'm not very good at that.  I guess I'm just gonna have to try harder to get all As . I really want to get a 4.0 before the end of the year as well. So I'm gonna have to work really hard to accomplish those but I willing to do it. This is a good goal for me to work towards.

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I have one big goal that brings up a lot of small goals.  I have a lot of goals that I want to accomplish, their's one goal that I want to accomplish the most, that is to have a better physical health.
  • Eating healthy
I don't really eat a lot of healthy food.  I need to start eating more salads, vegetables, and fruits.  
  • Going to the Gym
Going to the gym every weekend, and work out at home every night.
  • Start running
One of the reason tea I need to start running is so I can get better at soccer.  I'm not good at running, but for soccer I give it my 100%.
  • Get better at soccer
I love soccer, soccer is my life.  Even tho I love soccer I'm not that good at it, i wish I was better at it.  I hope I get better I practice a lot at it.
  • Stop being lazy

I'm always so lazy and that is stoping me from getting a better physical health.  The only thing that I'm not lazy is playing soccer with my friends.  Being lazy is one of my weak point, if I wasn't so lazy,I could have accomplished a lot of things.

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I'm really working hard on trying to better myself in my life and set goals because of how rough of a life I have had up until this point so that I can overcome my various struggles. Something you may not know about me, I have been in state's custody since I was twelve, and now I am almost eighteen. It has been a little over five years in three different programs, and I'm trying to do what I need to do to get home, and live my life to the best of my abilities— but in order to do so I really need to set and achieve some personal goals, such as the ones I will list down below.

My first goal is to to graduate high school a year early. In order to do this, I will set the following sub goals. Get a 3.5 GPA or better the rest of the year, have no grades lower than an B- or at the very lowest an C+ grade average, and make up all missed work ASAP before its too late.

My second goal is that of in my program leveling up to a high enough level to where I can regularly go home on visits. In order to do this, I would need to out of 700 points a week earn at least 600 to 650 points so that it is showing that I am trying to implement all the change I have learned about the past few years of my physical therapeutic incarceration/my current mental & emotional damnation.  After how long I've been in state's custody, I find it hard to believe I will ever be set free again. It feels as if no matter what I do I'm still stuck because of too high expectations set upon me. I feel like the king Sisyphus, having to push a boulder up a hill just to have it roll back down the other side for eternity, and if I get tired or relax even a little bit, I will get smashed. In order to successfully, earn 600 to 650 points each week I would need to keep controlling my anger and frustrations,  better work on managing my carnal urges, and show self control and public and personal safety. I would also need to develop a sense of self worth.

My third goal is that of completing my current written therapy workbook. I am assigned by my therapist. In order to do this, I would need to spend at least one hour everyday to take the time to either type up or write my written therapy that is assigned for me to do as a minimum requirement in my program each day, in addition I would need to choose around twenty one extra minutes in the day to engage in this activity. I would also need to go over all the therapy I do each day with my therapist Rich in each of our sessions.

My next goal is that of returning to my home for good, to stay permanently.  In order to do this, I would need to do all the above things I have listed, but for a prolonged amount of time, let's say around three months, or a whole court review time.
  
My fifth and final goal is to once I am home and out of states custody I will go to college and graduate and get a career in underwater welding. In order to do this, I will need to accomplish all of the above. I also need to than apply for Weber State University or some other Utah college or university, become certified in welding, and scuba diving, and then apply for a job as an underwater welder. Than make $200,000 a year, save up and build by personal cruise yacht, save up from cruises I give, and then pay off the payment, make it my own personal ocean sailing yacht to be manned by everyone I have ever known in my life.

In conclusion to the various goals I have written within the above page, I will proceed to complete this assignment given to me by including in text the methods in which I will follow through with my above goals.

I will accomplish all of my above goals by either acquiring, or fortifying my personal strengths such as—A strong consistent overachieving work ethic, the virtue of patience, the value of self discipline and control, the personal internal/intrinsic motivations, and the art of humility, and the application and acceptance of personal character change. This is how I will successfully accomplish my various above goals. 

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My goals that I am going to achieve are that I want to live in Jamaica, I want to have my own shop making long boards, my third goal is that I want to live on the beach in a mansion, and learn how to surf.

My first goal is that I want to live in Jamaica because always wanted to live in the Caribbean on a beach in Jamaica in a nice house and start a nice beautiful family and have a few kids. 

My second goal I want too achieve is that I want to save up and build my own  longboard skate shop with my cousin and make money that way. Working with him 

My third goal is to live on the beach in a mansion and to learn how to surf and then teach my kids how surf when they grow up and then I will retire and relax with my wife until I die.


How I am going to accomplish my goals are I am going to graduate high school and then go on to college and get my masters degree in having a shop.  

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My life goals

My first goal is to pass all of my classes with at least a c+ average if I can do that I will be so happy. In order to do that I'll have to try and do the work. I feel that I could do it,plus I do think my parents would be proud of me well at least my proctors would be.

My second goal is to try and patch things up with my real parents and hopefully they forgive me for the things that I've done if they forgave me I'd be happy. I love my parents and respect them but I want them to know that I'm sorry for everything I've done to them. The way I'll do this is by going home and apologize

My third goal I wanna accomplish is being a better person. If I can become a better person then I will love my self forever. I feel that it's a good goal to have cause that way I could prosper in life. I tend to think that I'm a bad kid but I'm truly a good kid. I feel that if you put your mind to something you can do it. The way ill accomplish this is by working hard.

My final goal is to help people whether there good,bad,poor,rich,no matter what I will help people even if they bring me down, I'll pick myself up no matter the cause. 


In conclusion I will be able to accomplish these goals by moving on in life. The reason I feel this way about all for goals is cause I'm a good guy, I'm not someone who is a butt to every. I'm the type of guy that likes to set goals and accomplish them so that's my story.

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Here are five goals that I have set up for myself to be successful.  These goals are important so that I can graduate and stay clean.  My main goals are to stay clean and get out of the system.  

My first goal is to get out of the system.  I can do that by staying clean and not hanging out with negative peers.  If I look for more positive influences I can not be triggered to do drugs.

My second goal is that I graduate high school.  If I graduate high school I can get good jobs and I'll have the satisfaction of not dropping out of school.  Also I won't be living off the streets if I get a good job.  

My third goal is to stay clean from all drugs.  This can help me by making me not stupid and not making me dumb decisions.  Drugs make people shady I don't want to be the person that nobody trusts. 

My fourth goal is to stay away from negative influences. If I stay away from negative influences i wont be pressured to do bad things.  Another reason to stay away from negative influences is that it can only drag me down.  

My fifth and final goal is to lift weights more often so I can get bigger.  It can help by letting me stay fit and strong.  I can also help with stamina and my endurance.


  In conclusion, the things I will do to accomplish these goals are to find better hobby's to do and other activities that aren't negative.  I know that these goals are achievable cause many people have done them.  I know that I will achieve these goals if I put my head to it.

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Each year that passes by I think about what I want to accomplish through out the year and sometimes it's pretty hard to think about the Goals I want to achieve. Recently I have been thinking about goals to change myself and to live my life in a healthy way because I haven't been doing good things in my life that I'm too proud of and I want to be happy and most importantly, make my family happy and proud of me. 

It's been a struggle for me to make a change in my life and to do the things that my program asks me to do. I've been trying for the whole year and some months that I've been in the program to change but sometimes I just think about the year that I've been in the program and I just feel like change isn't in me. I admit, I'm still doing the same things that got me in the trouble in the first place, but I also admit that I am doing way better according to academics. I'm still the same Bryan but a Bryan with some goals in his life.

#1 Better my relationship with my mom. 
I love my mom, I mean who doesn't? My mom has always been there for me through hell and back. All these times that I've been struggling going to programs to programs and Detention, she has always been there no matter if her schedule was busy. Every time that I thought she was at the point that she didn't wanted to deal with me because I wouldn't change and kept doing the same things that got me in trouble she would always squeeze the last drop of hope and faith and feed it to me. Me and my mom really didn't have the best relationship when I was growing up just because I would always be roaming the streets and sometimes won't even come home to sleep under the roof she was providing me. She would always worry about me and every time I would talk to her she would try to tell me advice and but I didn't really listen. That's why I want to better my relationship with my mom. She means the world to me so the best way to show her that I do is to better my relationship, show her that I appreciate what she has done for me, and most importantly that I love her.

#2 Staying sober.
I admit, I really can't stop smoking weed and at some point I think that I told myself that I loved weed and I would never stop smoking it. I am a pretty selfish guy to be honest. What ever I want I will get it no matter what I will try my hardest to get my hands on my craving. But now that I got my head a little clearer now, I am ashamed of myself because after the few years that I'm been in the system I noticed that I'm not the only one that's suffering, my loved ones are also with me suffering. I could have stopped my bad habits long time ago but I was too selfish to do so. But now, to this day, I have doing good just for my family's sake and to make my mom proud of me. To show her that I'm trying to change and live my life in a healthy way physically and mentally. To show her that I want something in life and my future. 

#3 stay in school 
School has been a real struggle in my life to be honest. I hated school when ever since I started the 7th grade. I hated all the classes that I had, the teachers, and the real struggle waking up and actually stepping in to school. I had a lot of friends during that time and it would just be hard for me to actually tell myself to go to class and do the work. I wouldn't go to class because every time I would be with my friends there would always be something to do and I would fall into peer pressure. School was the thing that I would not look into that much but I knew I was doing something bad but at that time I didn't really think about it and didn't think about the consequences that I would suffer in the future. I would always tell myself that I will make up the work the next day but then again, I fell in peer pressure. 
Ever since I got in the system I started getting credits and started going to school because I had to go to school and do good so I guess I can thank the system for that. 

#4 catch up on my credits
I have been trying so hard to graduate. I don't really care how long it takes for me to graduate as long as I just walk through that line with other graduates or even just mainly graduate. I've Been working so hard to catch up on these credits that I have and I've been striving to do the work I had to do to earn the credits. I just can't wait till that day comes. 

#5 live independently 
I have been growing up under the "roof" of the system and the eyes of them too. Now that I'm a little older now and have some what of being independent. I think that I am ready to take it to the next step and live independent. I think it will be good for me because I feel I need to take on responsibilities now that I'm growing up and starting to grow up as a man. 

I feel like if I take on responsibilities It will make me stay out of trouble. It will also give me some motivation once I start working and getting my own money. 

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This essay is about how I keep failing at completing goals and steps to help with this annoying problem. My problem is the fact that I overload my goal plate way past the fill line. The idea is to keep yourself in line and committed to your goal. Don't let yourself be distracted by the hot chick walking down the road, unless that is your goal, but it probably isn't so stay on task. 

My first goal is one that is relatively simple and very difficult to accomplish. Going home. At first I was being ignorant, but I was a very angry and very stupid with pride, invincibility, and arrogance. I thought that I could get away with murder and stealing Ferrari's. But I was brought down to Earth really fast. Don't be prideful have some humility it will help you in life.

My second goal was to help out my mom but my stupid ass couldn't help myself breathe air. I was always down not doing anything to help anyone. I was at rock bottom and just a waste of space. It didn't help to not do anything to help. That's why you don't let stupid people affect you. They only want to make themselves feel better. But I let them get to me so it was my fault.

  My third goal was to stay positive. But all the excuses that I used to not be positive or accepting of stuff. I was letting myself get distracted and not paying attention to the important good things in my life. But I let life just push down until I was on my knees, then my face, and then into submission. Then I was just a body, soulless and empty, walking around. No more fun, just empty.

My forth goal was to stay motivated, but it's hard to keep going through wet cement and hell. After a while it gets boring, tiresome, laziness gets you, or you lose sight of the goal you made. It made me sad and sorry that I had put the pain on my family and the people who didn't deserve it. The blame is on me. I was only proving nothing. It was a poor choice with poor consequences and bad times.

Finally was the goal to not be a jerk. That one was a really hard goal to make ends meet. I couldn't stop myself from being a jerk to people. It was very difficult to stop. 


It was a great challenge to get over myself and problems. 

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Every time when I think about my goals, I always want to change something but my brain tells me I can't I need to leave them alone and start working on them. It's hard to work on goals when you don't really have time to work on them. I normally don't make goals but these goals are the ones that just might change my life. I'm going to make five goals to start working on, and they are. 

#1. Graduating high school: 
I have to graduate, so I can be successful and have a decent job, to have money to buy the things I need for the future. In order to graduate high school, I need to past all my classes, hand in all work, and just go to school. Also I can't ditch school, or do what I want at school like tag the bathroom, bring drugs or alcohol, or come to school high or something. That's why this is my first goal, and it won't change.

#2. Getting a job:
I need a job in order to buy the things I need in the future. In order to get a job I need to go out and find one or several. It's hard finding a job because you don't know where to start in the job world. The best place to start I've been told to start is fast food. it's not the best, but it's a job. I don't want to work fast food but at least it's a job, and I have money. 

#3. Reading more books:
The more books I read the better I'll be at reading, and the faster I'll be too. I like reading but I would like to read more than I do now so I won't just want to sit and watch tv instead. My teacher Matthew says that I'm reading better than I was when I first started his class, which is really good. I'm really glad I'm getting better at reading because I like reading, and I'd rather be better then worst.

#4. Writing: 
The way I write isn't always fiction it's non-fiction, and creative like the last one I wrote. I also write my thoughts and feeling down too, it just helps me release some emotions which really helps. I love writing, to you it may sound boring, but to me it's fun, and relaxing. Writing is an inspiration to kids to read and maybe write their own books in the future.

#5. Being there for my little brother:
I think being there for my little brother is the best thing for him, why? Because I will always be there for him if he gets locked up I'll be there to bail him out. I started to raise my little brother when he was six years old, I was nine. My brother and me are three years apart, our parents weren't really home after school, they work from really early in the morning to really late at night. My little brother still thinks it was my parents that took care of him the most, but no it was me not them.

I think the best thing to do is to make time to do these goals, but that means I'm going to stop doing something's and do my goals. Making time in your days when you have appointments for your liver, school, family, and yourself is hard just because you don't want to take the wrong thing out and put something else in its place. I guess I'll have to one goal at a time, like do one this year and do the others next year. I need to pick most important goal to work on, that's going to be hard. 

So which on do you think is more important?