Stay alive
I have a problem with feeling suicidal. I need to be less depressed because that's what leads me to being suicidal. I have to believe that I'm wanted and loved in this world. I also just need to believe that I do have a purpose in this world.
Be positive:
Don't listen to negative things that make me feel like Killing myself and stay positive. For example, if I stay positive in all that I do, think, say, and listen to I will never feel like killing myself.
Don't do stupid stuff:
Don't do stuff that will make people say or do stuff to me that make me feel like killing myself. For example, don't tell people I don't like them in a way that will make them mad.
Do obey:
If I obey then I will never feel like I'm not wanted or needed. I also wouldn't feel like there's no purpose in life. The only reason I bring this up is that's one of the main reasons I'm always depressed. One of those instances was just recently when someone in my life said that I make their kids feel uncomfortable, but the way they worded it made me feel like I was unwanted, unloved, and unneeded.
Do be smart:
If I'm smart in everything I do and say I won't get in trouble therefore staying alive. For example, if I don't do my homework, I won't get good grades. If I don't do my chores, I won't get to chill out with my friends that I don't have.
Do tell the truth:
If I tell the truth at all times I won't get in trouble therefore not feeling suicidal therefore not killing myself. For example, one time I didn't tell the truth and got in more trouble than if I would have told the truth in the first place. But then again, I've also got in trouble for telling the truth in the first place.
So, in order to stay alive, I will be positive by focusing on the good times in life, obey, and be smart. I will not do stupid stuff like what is mentioned up towards the top. I will tell the truth as often as possible without getting yelled at.
2 comments:
Brayden I feel for you and I hope all gose well.I have known you for a long time and I know you verry well.I know you are a strong young man who can do anything you put your mind to.I feel like you know what you have to do to be succesful and really hope you are.You are kinde to every one and that is a great trate that I hope you get threw the whole suicide thing.I wanted you to know that I think you hare verry brave for sharing this.It is something that I could not do.You are resilient and you can do anything.
I like what you said man but stay being .positive and be strong your a good
Kid stay strong man put your mind into succeeding and be stong get threw the suicide thing be positive
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