This essay is about how I keep failing at completing goals and steps to help with this annoying problem. My problem is the fact that I overload my goal plate way past the fill line. The idea is to keep yourself in line and committed to your goal. Don't let yourself be distracted by the hot chick walking down the road, unless that is your goal, but it probably isn't so stay on task.
My first goal is one that is relatively simple and very difficult to accomplish. Going home. At first I was being ignorant, but I was a very angry and very stupid with pride, invincibility, and arrogance. I thought that I could get away with murder and stealing Ferrari's. But I was brought down to Earth really fast. Don't be prideful have some humility it will help you in life.
My second goal was to help out my mom but my stupid ass couldn't help myself breathe air. I was always down not doing anything to help anyone. I was at rock bottom and just a waste of space. It didn't help to not do anything to help. That's why you don't let stupid people affect you. They only want to make themselves feel better. But I let them get to me so it was my fault.
My third goal was to stay positive. But all the excuses that I used to not be positive or accepting of stuff. I was letting myself get distracted and not paying attention to the important good things in my life. But I let life just push down until I was on my knees, then my face, and then into submission. Then I was just a body, soulless and empty, walking around. No more fun, just empty.
My forth goal was to stay motivated, but it's hard to keep going through wet cement and hell. After a while it gets boring, tiresome, laziness gets you, or you lose sight of the goal you made. It made me sad and sorry that I had put the pain on my family and the people who didn't deserve it. The blame is on me. I was only proving nothing. It was a poor choice with poor consequences and bad times.
Finally was the goal to not be a jerk. That one was a really hard goal to make ends meet. I couldn't stop myself from being a jerk to people. It was very difficult to stop.
It was a great challenge to get over myself and problems.
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Drack my oh so good friend. I want to let you know my heart goes out to you. I feel for you. After being I stated custody for the last five years it's hard to not want to give up. But in the end it is worth it. For me I just focus on what I personally need to do hour by hour. If I think too far ahead I will mess up. Just keep trying. Remember the following quotes: " the quality of a man's life is in direct proportion to his commitment to excellence, regardless of his chosen field of endeavor. " - The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-time Indian.
" Do or Do Not, there is no try. " - Yoda, Star Wars.
" Just keep on keeping on. " Joe Dirt.
Andrew, I know it may be extremely difficult, but it's not impossible. Don't give up, keep on putting forth an effort in your various endeavors. Your worth it. Yor a good person.
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