If I could change the world I would get rid of darkness, get rid of scars, and I would get rid of girlfriends.
First of all I would get rid of darkness. Why? Because with darkness surrounding the world of someone who has no reason to live. It only makes them want to jump of that bridge and cause more pain to themselves one last time, to pull the trigger, drown themselves, drug themselves, or to starve to death. It is the source of all pain and it causes people to lose hope. Then you got the evil that lurks in dark that looks to control everything by fear.
I'd then get rid of scars because they are physical reminders of what has happened to you. They remind people of all of the shit that they've been through for better or worse. It leaves the pain in their head and on their emotions. It glorifies that they've survived something that somebody else didn't even live through. It attracts unwanted attention from other people who don't know what has happened to you. You don't want to have to tell them what happened to you. It also makes me sad when I see people cutting them selves and the scars that are left behind the sadness is so great that I want to cry. Coming from me and the fact that I don't ever cry says a lot. Scars also make me get pissed off when I get them but not physical scars. It's the emotional scars that piss me off they make me want to get very, very, very violent, but I remind myself about what happened to me to get these scars and I get really sad. Some days I don't want to wake up, don't want to go on, don't want to see the light. It's so hard for me to deal with this life when I feel the scars inside, outside, and see them.
The final thing that I would get rid of is girlfriends/boyfriends. Some people cheat on them and break their hearts, then they go into depression and kill themselves. Some people ,who can't get girlfriends, who would be better off then those disease ridden "people" that they are with aren't cool enough or "hot" enough to go out with them. People are evil sometimes. I have seen people ruin their lives to be cool, popular, to get the "girl", the "boy", or to get "the money".
In conclusion, I would say that these 3 things I would remove from the world. And yes I have a BIG BLACK CLOUD over my head. But I can't deny the truth. This is the truth, sometimes. Some days the truth about the world hits me in the face, but I learn to deal with it. But with these things gone I could have more faith in the human race and my self. If only the world was perfect and safe. If only people were not so desperate about their reputation being up to the standards of other people.
P.S.- If you are having a hard time,and like metal/scream'o watch this music video, The Amity Affliction- "don't lean on me"
3 comments:
First of all, I will touch on scars.
Scars are not just wounds, they ARE reminders... That's the good part, scars show you have lived through something, they show you have survived something hard, I love your article, and I respect that decision.
Second, darkness. Darkness is a touchy subject. It can be living in darkness or it could be the comfort that helps me sleep at night, but your opinion is very much appreciated.
Last is the girlfriends. I believe that without trying to fix something and do something important is part of building yourself. Love helps us do that. When we find someone we want to be with, well that is the greatest part of life.
I really appriciate the comment, thanks! And what I ment with what I said about darkness is the darkness in side of you and the darkness that crowds around you on a sunny day. And the girlfriend stuff is what I've seen. I, as you can see, I like to use metaphors.😌
Idk if I believe scars attract unwanted attention... Yes when you're putting out there for everyone to see it does attract unwanted attention. But when an actual person is struggling and needs help. That's another story. Yes scars are bad in that sense. But I look at my scars, since I don't cut anymore, as battle wounds.
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