Friday, October 3, 2014

My Favorite Mistake

I know to this day if I hadn't ever tried weed, I wouldn't be able to try to help others to not try it.

Weed is not a bad substance if used in the correct manner, but otherwise it is a drug.  I regret using it.  It wasn't even that great, and it was temporary.  So, I guess what I'm trying to say is that in reality no drugs are good for you.

We can get high off of happiness and we'd be better off, there's no point in drugs.  Life is not one you're supposed to ruin.  

When I was a child I was taken away from my mom who had been an addict to many types of drugs.  She was so deep in it that my 5 siblings and I were taken away from her.

Love comes from the most unexpected people.  I love my mom now, even though we still have issues, no relationship is perfect.  I thought throughout my life how it would be to meet my biological mom, but she was still on drugs when I got the chance in Louisiana.  That made me rethink my decisions, but habits are hard to break.  

I still did drugs until about 3 mothers ago.  I got in trouble after I went on the run from proctor care.  I started again and every time you do it gets worse.  My addiction starts and stops often and since there could possibly have been drug use before I was born, I might have a biological connection to it as well, making it more likely to get addicted to it if I try it.  

I would never recommend weed to anyone, would never have anyone try it at all.  There are things that should have never been found and weed was a plant we didn't need.  Of course it  can be used for good, but otherwise, no.  

Sometimes I wonder if my mom can change now. The more and more you try a substance the worse it gets overtime and the effects it has on your body are not good.  



What I'm trying to say is I haven't learned completely from my mistake yet, but I'm strong enough to say that I hope nobody will ever try to use it for bad, which I most definitely think they will, but I hope this makes them think twice.    

6 comments:

Kaleb said...

I've never tried weed or other drugs like it in my life but I have friends and familythat has and they want to quit it but there so addicted to it they can't get of them. I'm never going to do it because I don't want to get addicted to it. I don't want to end up like my family and drop out of school. I want a career so I can life a good and happy life

Chance said...

As long as you can control your addiction to weed you should be fine. Weed is a natural herb with no physical addictions. Just learn to control it like I do. Don't let I take your life and make sure all of your stuff is taken care of before you buy it.

Raquel said...

Most people have difficult relationships with their family and I know most of the feeling that's why I started doing drugs I agree with you yes it was also my other favorite mistake. All I have to say is that yes drugs are way addictive and you shouldn't recommend them to anybody because who knows what that might cause. I've done weed and other drugs but that's what lead me to changing my life around. It's hard to stop and find a better addiction that won't be negative towards the body. Anyways things in life are hard but they can be changed in just a matter of time. It's hard but can be changed.

Shannon said...

Even though i am for the legalization of marijuana until then it is still an illegal substance and could cost you time in lock up even though i would love to get high anytime it's just not reality there's a time when you grow up and think about your future and I just don't see marijuana in it most good jobs drug test and it's not worth the paranoia from it like Sara said get high on life trust me it's so much better

Audrey said...

I agree that drugs should not be abused. So many people rely on weed for that temporary boost, and it's just sad. It's almost as if they don't know how to live and have fun unless they can't think straight. Like reality is too hard, when they're really strong enough to face it.

Anonymous said...

I can relate to that my mom was addicted for years it started when I was about three years old my mom would leave in the day time leave me home in a crib to hopefully survive while she went and got high my dad was out slaving away all night and day working to give me the life he never had. I remember that day like it was yesterday mom left a can of tuna on the counter right before her venture with some strange man down the hall my dad was at work I was to small to understand that if I ate the tuna I would get very sick but between my hunger and the pain in my stomach I crawled out of my crib to fall on the ground I got back up and grabbed the can of rotten tuna and endured through the smell. I fed my hunger finally dad got home picked me up made sure I was ok changed my diaper and put cream of mushroom into a bottle and rocked me to sleep. I can only imagine what my father had to go through with that women. She has changed I am thankful for the things I have endured through so that I can learn from those mistakes keep your head up Hun things are always better on the other side.