5 Goals

This essay is about how I keep failing at completing goals and steps to help with this annoying problem. My problem is the fact that I overload my goal plate way past the fill line. The idea is to keep yourself in line and committed to your goal. Don't let yourself be distracted by the hot chick walking down the road, unless that is your goal, but it probably isn't so stay on task. 

My first goal is one that is relatively simple and very difficult to accomplish. Going home. At first I was being ignorant, but I was a very angry and very stupid with pride, invincibility, and arrogance. I thought that I could get away with murder and stealing Ferrari's. But I was brought down to Earth really fast. Don't be prideful have some humility it will help you in life.

My second goal was to help out my mom but my stupid ass couldn't help myself breathe air. I was always down not doing anything to help anyone. I was at rock bottom and just a waste of space. It didn't help to not do anything to help. That's why you don't let stupid people affect you. They only want to make themselves feel better. But I let them get to me so it was my fault.

  My third goal was to stay positive. But all the excuses that I used to not be positive or accepting of stuff. I was letting myself get distracted and not paying attention to the important good things in my life. But I let life just push down until I was on my knees, then my face, and then into submission. Then I was just a body, soulless and empty, walking around. No more fun, just empty.

My forth goal was to stay motivated, but it's hard to keep going through wet cement and hell. After a while it gets boring, tiresome, laziness gets you, or you lose sight of the goal you made. It made me sad and sorry that I had put the pain on my family and the people who didn't deserve it. The blame is on me. I was only proving nothing. It was a poor choice with poor consequences and bad times.

Finally was the goal to not be a jerk. That one was a really hard goal to make ends meet. I couldn't stop myself from being a jerk to people. It was very difficult to stop. 

It was a great challenge to get over myself and problems. 

Trends that Should Die with 2014

The top 7 cars that should have died with 2014.

I'm going to show you seven cars that need to die. They are different makes and models and they all are over talked and thought about. They will be well known for the most point. That means most everyone will know what they are. But these cars are stupid in the sense of the buyer and seer. Well here we go people. Be prepared for some education time.

#7 SRT Challenger and Charger Hellcat. With 707 Horsepower these muscle cars is not considered a true muscle cars, but touring cars. Personally they were cool cars and I considered them to be muscle cars through and through, But until some people started boasting false tales about it's price and power. They were trying to make the cars they wanted to look better then everyone else's car. It ruined cars that I liked.

#6 Lamborghini Adventador roadster LP-700. With the 2014 model this car was pushing 600 Horsepower was the only roadster that I liked that was an exotic car. But as usual people had to ruin good cars and make them seem stupid. They did this by saying these other cars like the Konanseggeg Aggera R, which is a hyper car not an exotic. The way people compare cars it's stupid. They use cars in different classes to make other cars look stupid. 

#5 Chevy SS, Z28, 2SS, ZL1, and COPO Camaro models. I used to love Camaro's but everyone kept talking about the new Camaro. Then with the transformers movies it made me hate it with a passion and despise it. Because of that stupid movie it became a topic everyone kept talking about and bragging about it "my dad has a Camaro", "my dads Camaro is the fastest car ever", " the Camaro has like 425 Horsepower." cool a mustang GT has like 450 and is cheaper.

#4 The Nissan GT-R, the Nismo GT-R, and The Alpha black GT-R. The Nissan GT-R's family cars are annoying and disappointing. The Nissan Skyline GT-R R33,R34,and R35 V-Spec. was a really good car series that Nissan had made before the stupid GT-R which isn't that great of a car and it's overpriced. People said the GT-R was a awesome car and that it was better then the previous Skyline series. I said I'll look into it and it wasn't nearly as good as the Skyline series.

#3 The Mitsubishi Lancer evolution and the EVO 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9, and 10 MR's. Every one keeps talking about those really unreliable cars that aren't that good. They just aren't worth the time or money that people put in them. You could put just as much into a Subaru Impreza WRX or STI and it is safer and more reliable the than the EVO series and it would cost less to make it faster than the EVO's. My dad's friend had a EVO that broke down on him. It had caused him to walk 3 miles uphill in the rain. IT WAS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD!!!!!!

#2 The Zonda Huyra. It was a good looking and fast car, but as usual people always have to make them seem crapy. It was Zonda's first hyper car and it was a bomb car. The G's that were pushing against you, when you took off, were unbelievable. It was something like 3 G's. The handling on it was amazing. The horsepower on it was like, at a whopping 1020 HP and a had like 752 pounds of torque to the rear wheels. This car was the car to get before it was over talked about and over bragged. 

#1 the one car that should've died with 2014 is the Buggati Vayron it is overpriced and the only reason you would buy it is because you would park it in your garage and never drive it. It only shows that you have money. The Lamborghini Elemento is much better than the Vayron and it handles/performs a lot better. The down side to the Elemento is their was only 3 of them made in the world that are original models. The Buggati Vayron costs any where from 1.6 million to 2.8 million, the Elemento costs about 2 million flat. The original versions of the Elemento are completely carbon fiber and very, very, very extremely fast with high performance.

In conclusion these cars listed above should die with 2014 even though some only came in 2014. So people don't ruin any cars for 2015 and be smart and do some hard research on the cars before you talk about it. It will really help with your arguments. Don't look like an idiot in the car world. Be smart please. 

Do/Don't Essay

Let me tell you the best-kept secret of life. It's very simple and easy. And these do's and don't's will help you. First thing that is needed to be warned is; this secret may bring extreme happiness, euphoria, and lots of fun. The second is; you will need to know that you are what makes it go. You are the key to all of this secret. It is in you!

Don't; put off the hard stuff. Get it done already, Have fun, and be happy! In your mind,  you should think what's hardest is going to take the longest. The hard stuff is only going to become Harder the longer it sits there.

do; try to do a good job. Make sure your working smarter then the task at hand, it helps. You should always be doing your best and working hard but smart at the same time. The dumber you work the harder you work but not in a good way!

Don't; lean on others be cause when they fall you will fall with them. Be independent and reliable. Fight your own battles. Remember that you are the only one who can be completely reliable.

Don't; have griefs over stuff you can't control. It will only be harder on yourself if you keep this up. If this happens to you just move on. Grieving dose not help you move forward. It would only pull you backwards.

Do; keep a good attitude and a look on life that's positive. Do that and you won't want to be anything but the best you can be. It really helps you live with your self.

this stuff will help you with the life you live.     

If I Could Change the World

If I could change the world I would get rid of darkness, get rid of scars, and I would get rid of girlfriends.

First of all I would get rid of darkness. Why? Because with darkness surrounding the world of someone who has no reason to live. It only makes them want to jump of that bridge and cause more pain to themselves one last time, to pull the trigger, drown themselves, drug themselves, or to starve to death. It is the source of all pain and it causes people to lose hope. Then you got the evil that lurks in dark that looks to control everything by fear. 

I'd then get rid of scars because they are physical reminders of what has happened to you. They remind people of all of the shit that they've been through for better or worse. It leaves the pain in their head and on their emotions. It glorifies that they've survived something that somebody else didn't even live through. It attracts unwanted attention from other people who don't know what has happened to you. You don't want to have to tell them what happened to you. It also makes me sad when I see people cutting them selves and the scars that are left behind the sadness is so great that I want to cry. Coming from me and the fact that I don't ever cry says a lot. Scars also make me get pissed off when I get them but not physical scars. It's the emotional scars that piss me off they make me want to get very, very, very violent, but I remind myself about what happened to me to get these scars and I get really sad. Some days I don't want to wake up, don't want to go on, don't want to see the light. It's so hard for me to deal with this life when I feel the scars inside, outside, and see them.

The final thing that I would get rid of is girlfriends/boyfriends. Some people cheat on them and break their hearts, then they go into depression and kill themselves. Some people ,who can't get girlfriends, who would be better off then those disease ridden "people" that they are with aren't cool enough or "hot" enough to go out with them. People are evil sometimes. I have seen people ruin their lives to be cool, popular, to get the "girl", the "boy", or to get "the money". 

In conclusion, I would say that these 3 things I would remove from the world. And yes I have a BIG BLACK CLOUD over my head. But I can't deny the truth. This is the truth, sometimes. Some days the truth about the world hits me in the face, but I learn to deal with it. But with these things gone I could have more faith in the human race and my self. If only the world was perfect and safe. If only people were not so desperate about their reputation being up to the standards of other people. 

P.S.- If you are having a hard time,and like metal/scream'o watch this music video, The Amity Affliction- "don't lean on me"

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