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What I want to be better at by the end of 2015.

I am really bad at doing my home work because I procrastinate a lot. I say that i will do it later but I rarely do so it never gets done. I think if I sit down an hour after school and just do it I will be able to get through it. It may not stop me from procrastinating later but is will help me in that area. It is a small stepping stone to being 100% on task.

I also think that I should work on being consistent on the things that I do. I always end up falling out of a routine that I think is healthy. I think if I am very attentive to the way I slowly fall out of my routine I might be able to fix the problem. Either that or jus t have someone do it with me so I have a some motivation.

I need to work on my ability to stay focused. I am horrible at staying focused. It is an issue that needs to be worked on. I think if I just tried and worry on one thing at a time I think that it might be a little help me focus a little. I think it might be even better if I  had an award at the end of what ever I am doing but then again there wont always be an award at the end

I have realized lately that I am really bad at being articulate. I hd never actually thought about the way I talk "until just recently" of corse". It kind of annoys me. I kind of slur My words together. So the whole time I am talking I sound like I have a 2x4 in my mouth.

I have a bad habit of tapping my hands and feat all the time.I don't know why I do but I do.I have tried to get rid of this habit but I just can't.It doesn't bother just bother me either.Everybody hates it because after a while it gets a bit old.This is one of the things I hope to be done with by the end of 2015.

All in all I am ADHD and I want to get rid of it.I work hard and get distracted real easily and always need to be moving.By the end of 2015 I hope to have ride my self of my ADHD tendencies.You know what by the end of the end of the year I will have gotten better with my ADHD.

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Goals that are my Priority

 It's what it takes of how many steps will it take you to make that move everyday.

What is the motivation that's keeping us pumping our strength to push it to our limits.

I think we all have procrastinated before and I honestly think if I were to put all my hard work into this I should be a star by now I still have these dreams of mine and goals that I want to accomplish and share with you that I feel will better myself with in my mind body and spirit.

#1.Create music Often

I want to create music much more often cause I've been writing for a while I would say now and it's jus really fun and interesting to me it's one of my favorite hobbies. I need to create and want to create music to better myself as an image someone can look up to. To make it somewhere with my music will be such a blessing I would just know that I did work for it.

#2. Becoming a Musician 

For me to jus keep constant at being as creative as I can to show the world it's possible to imagine your dreams and turn them into reality.

#3. To stop being lazy

Waking up still tired annoys the crap out of me.

#4. Be a good influence 

To let loose something people rarely get to see in younger kids in the generation mixed with drugs.

#5.read books

I need to read more to educate my vocabulary and also my writing skills. 

#6. Change the world a day at a Time

By showing people how you can help make a different way to change. Also by looking through people by there hearts instead of there faces.

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Here is five goals that I am going to work towards in the new year. These are my personal goals. Goals are good to keep me going because then I have something to look forward to. Having goals of my own is nice not the programs, not the therapist,no ones but mine.

Being a better sister: I have failed completely on being there for my little brother and I want to be his hero.  I use to raise him and now he won't even tell me what's wrong when he's sad. I always tell myself that I'm going to make him happy but every time I get around him I'm crul and I'm not a good sister.  When we got older were going to be all that each other have and I want him to know that I'm her for him. I want to have a good and strong relationship with my brother!

Making my grandma proud: I am very good at letting my gma down. I always promise her that I'm gonna do good and get away from drugs but that never happens. I have broken so many promises to her and all she's ever done is want what's actually best for me. She has thought me everything that I know. I have a goal that before she goes to make her proud of me instead of ashamed. There is no way that I could pay her back for taking care of me and putting up with me but I could at least make her proud.

Getting really good at guitar: I am pretty good at playing what I know on the guitar but I want to get good at the stuff that I don't know . Every time that o learn something new lately I've just been giving up. But I wanna be really really good. I just don't wanna give up on the things that I think are too hard. So I'm going to keep playing even the stuff that's really hard.

Getting more sleep: I really need to start getting more sleep. I never get enough sleep ,never. Because of my program I always get home late and then have to do my chore,shower,get my clothes and every night I go to bed at like midnight or later. So I'm always tired . So one of my goals is to try to get to bed and not sit up and think so that am not always tired .      

Graduate early: I really am planning on graduating early. But in order to do that I have to get good grades and I'm not very good at that.  I guess I'm just gonna have to try harder to get all As . I really want to get a 4.0 before the end of the year as well. So I'm gonna have to work really hard to accomplish those but I willing to do it. This is a good goal for me to work towards.

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I have one big goal that brings up a lot of small goals.  I have a lot of goals that I want to accomplish, their's one goal that I want to accomplish the most, that is to have a better physical health.

• Eating healthy

I don't really eat a lot of healthy food.  I need to start eating more salads, vegetables, and fruits.  

• Going to the Gym

Going to the gym every weekend, and work out at home every night.

• Start running

One of the reason tea I need to start running is so I can get better at soccer.  I'm not good at running, but for soccer I give it my 100%.

• Get better at soccer

I love soccer, soccer is my life.  Even tho I love soccer I'm not that good at it, i wish I was better at it.  I hope I get better I practice a lot at it.

• Stop being lazy

I'm always so lazy and that is stoping me from getting a better physical health.  The only thing that I'm not lazy is playing soccer with my friends.  Being lazy is one of my weak point, if I wasn't so lazy,I could have accomplished a lot of things.

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I'm really working hard on trying to better myself in my life and set goals because of how rough of a life I have had up until this point so that I can overcome my various struggles. Something you may not know about me, I have been in state's custody since I was twelve, and now I am almost eighteen. It has been a little over five years in three different programs, and I'm trying to do what I need to do to get home, and live my life to the best of my abilities— but in order to do so I really need to set and achieve some personal goals, such as the ones I will list down below.

My first goal is to to graduate high school a year early. In order to do this, I will set the following sub goals. Get a 3.5 GPA or better the rest of the year, have no grades lower than an B- or at the very lowest an C+ grade average, and make up all missed work ASAP before its too late.

My second goal is that of in my program leveling up to a high enough level to where I can regularly go home on visits. In order to do this, I would need to out of 700 points a week earn at least 600 to 650 points so that it is showing that I am trying to implement all the change I have learned about the past few years of my physical therapeutic incarceration/my current mental & emotional damnation.  After how long I've been in state's custody, I find it hard to believe I will ever be set free again. It feels as if no matter what I do I'm still stuck because of too high expectations set upon me. I feel like the king Sisyphus, having to push a boulder up a hill just to have it roll back down the other side for eternity, and if I get tired or relax even a little bit, I will get smashed. In order to successfully, earn 600 to 650 points each week I would need to keep controlling my anger and frustrations,  better work on managing my carnal urges, and show self control and public and personal safety. I would also need to develop a sense of self worth.

My third goal is that of completing my current written therapy workbook. I am assigned by my therapist. In order to do this, I would need to spend at least one hour everyday to take the time to either type up or write my written therapy that is assigned for me to do as a minimum requirement in my program each day, in addition I would need to choose around twenty one extra minutes in the day to engage in this activity. I would also need to go over all the therapy I do each day with my therapist Rich in each of our sessions.

My next goal is that of returning to my home for good, to stay permanently.  In order to do this, I would need to do all the above things I have listed, but for a prolonged amount of time, let's say around three months, or a whole court review time.

  

My fifth and final goal is to once I am home and out of states custody I will go to college and graduate and get a career in underwater welding. In order to do this, I will need to accomplish all of the above. I also need to than apply for Weber State University or some other Utah college or university, become certified in welding, and scuba diving, and then apply for a job as an underwater welder. Than make $200,000 a year, save up and build by personal cruise yacht, save up from cruises I give, and then pay off the payment, make it my own personal ocean sailing yacht to be manned by everyone I have ever known in my life.

In conclusion to the various goals I have written within the above page, I will proceed to complete this assignment given to me by including in text the methods in which I will follow through with my above goals.

I will accomplish all of my above goals by either acquiring, or fortifying my personal strengths such as—A strong consistent overachieving work ethic, the virtue of patience, the value of self discipline and control, the personal internal/intrinsic motivations, and the art of humility, and the application and acceptance of personal character change. This is how I will successfully accomplish my various above goals. 

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My goals that I am going to achieve are that I want to live in Jamaica, I want to have my own shop making long boards, my third goal is that I want to live on the beach in a mansion, and learn how to surf.

My first goal is that I want to live in Jamaica because always wanted to live in the Caribbean on a beach in Jamaica in a nice house and start a nice beautiful family and have a few kids. 

My second goal I want too achieve is that I want to save up and build my own  longboard skate shop with my cousin and make money that way. Working with him 

My third goal is to live on the beach in a mansion and to learn how to surf and then teach my kids how surf when they grow up and then I will retire and relax with my wife until I die.

How I am going to accomplish my goals are I am going to graduate high school and then go on to college and get my masters degree in having a shop.  

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My life goals

My first goal is to pass all of my classes with at least a c+ average if I can do that I will be so happy. In order to do that I'll have to try and do the work. I feel that I could do it,plus I do think my parents would be proud of me well at least my proctors would be.

My second goal is to try and patch things up with my real parents and hopefully they forgive me for the things that I've done if they forgave me I'd be happy. I love my parents and respect them but I want them to know that I'm sorry for everything I've done to them. The way I'll do this is by going home and apologize

My third goal I wanna accomplish is being a better person. If I can become a better person then I will love my self forever. I feel that it's a good goal to have cause that way I could prosper in life. I tend to think that I'm a bad kid but I'm truly a good kid. I feel that if you put your mind to something you can do it. The way ill accomplish this is by working hard.

My final goal is to help people whether there good,bad,poor,rich,no matter what I will help people even if they bring me down, I'll pick myself up no matter the cause. 

In conclusion I will be able to accomplish these goals by moving on in life. The reason I feel this way about all for goals is cause I'm a good guy, I'm not someone who is a butt to every. I'm the type of guy that likes to set goals and accomplish them so that's my story.

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Here are five goals that I have set up for myself to be successful.  These goals are important so that I can graduate and stay clean.  My main goals are to stay clean and get out of the system.  

My first goal is to get out of the system.  I can do that by staying clean and not hanging out with negative peers.  If I look for more positive influences I can not be triggered to do drugs.

My second goal is that I graduate high school.  If I graduate high school I can get good jobs and I'll have the satisfaction of not dropping out of school.  Also I won't be living off the streets if I get a good job.  

My third goal is to stay clean from all drugs.  This can help me by making me not stupid and not making me dumb decisions.  Drugs make people shady I don't want to be the person that nobody trusts. 

My fourth goal is to stay away from negative influences. If I stay away from negative influences i wont be pressured to do bad things.  Another reason to stay away from negative influences is that it can only drag me down.  

My fifth and final goal is to lift weights more often so I can get bigger.  It can help by letting me stay fit and strong.  I can also help with stamina and my endurance.

  In conclusion, the things I will do to accomplish these goals are to find better hobby's to do and other activities that aren't negative.  I know that these goals are achievable cause many people have done them.  I know that I will achieve these goals if I put my head to it.

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Each year that passes by I think about what I want to accomplish through out the year and sometimes it's pretty hard to think about the Goals I want to achieve. Recently I have been thinking about goals to change myself and to live my life in a healthy way because I haven't been doing good things in my life that I'm too proud of and I want to be happy and most importantly, make my family happy and proud of me. 

It's been a struggle for me to make a change in my life and to do the things that my program asks me to do. I've been trying for the whole year and some months that I've been in the program to change but sometimes I just think about the year that I've been in the program and I just feel like change isn't in me. I admit, I'm still doing the same things that got me in the trouble in the first place, but I also admit that I am doing way better according to academics. I'm still the same Bryan but a Bryan with some goals in his life.

#1 Better my relationship with my mom. 

I love my mom, I mean who doesn't? My mom has always been there for me through hell and back. All these times that I've been struggling going to programs to programs and Detention, she has always been there no matter if her schedule was busy. Every time that I thought she was at the point that she didn't wanted to deal with me because I wouldn't change and kept doing the same things that got me in trouble she would always squeeze the last drop of hope and faith and feed it to me. Me and my mom really didn't have the best relationship when I was growing up just because I would always be roaming the streets and sometimes won't even come home to sleep under the roof she was providing me. She would always worry about me and every time I would talk to her she would try to tell me advice and but I didn't really listen. That's why I want to better my relationship with my mom. She means the world to me so the best way to show her that I do is to better my relationship, show her that I appreciate what she has done for me, and most importantly that I love her.

#2 Staying sober.

I admit, I really can't stop smoking weed and at some point I think that I told myself that I loved weed and I would never stop smoking it. I am a pretty selfish guy to be honest. What ever I want I will get it no matter what I will try my hardest to get my hands on my craving. But now that I got my head a little clearer now, I am ashamed of myself because after the few years that I'm been in the system I noticed that I'm not the only one that's suffering, my loved ones are also with me suffering. I could have stopped my bad habits long time ago but I was too selfish to do so. But now, to this day, I have doing good just for my family's sake and to make my mom proud of me. To show her that I'm trying to change and live my life in a healthy way physically and mentally. To show her that I want something in life and my future. 

#3 stay in school 

School has been a real struggle in my life to be honest. I hated school when ever since I started the 7th grade. I hated all the classes that I had, the teachers, and the real struggle waking up and actually stepping in to school. I had a lot of friends during that time and it would just be hard for me to actually tell myself to go to class and do the work. I wouldn't go to class because every time I would be with my friends there would always be something to do and I would fall into peer pressure. School was the thing that I would not look into that much but I knew I was doing something bad but at that time I didn't really think about it and didn't think about the consequences that I would suffer in the future. I would always tell myself that I will make up the work the next day but then again, I fell in peer pressure. 

Ever since I got in the system I started getting credits and started going to school because I had to go to school and do good so I guess I can thank the system for that. 

#4 catch up on my credits

I have been trying so hard to graduate. I don't really care how long it takes for me to graduate as long as I just walk through that line with other graduates or even just mainly graduate. I've Been working so hard to catch up on these credits that I have and I've been striving to do the work I had to do to earn the credits. I just can't wait till that day comes. 

#5 live independently 

I have been growing up under the "roof" of the system and the eyes of them too. Now that I'm a little older now and have some what of being independent. I think that I am ready to take it to the next step and live independent. I think it will be good for me because I feel I need to take on responsibilities now that I'm growing up and starting to grow up as a man. 

I feel like if I take on responsibilities It will make me stay out of trouble. It will also give me some motivation once I start working and getting my own money. 

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This essay is about how I keep failing at completing goals and steps to help with this annoying problem. My problem is the fact that I overload my goal plate way past the fill line. The idea is to keep yourself in line and committed to your goal. Don't let yourself be distracted by the hot chick walking down the road, unless that is your goal, but it probably isn't so stay on task. 

My first goal is one that is relatively simple and very difficult to accomplish. Going home. At first I was being ignorant, but I was a very angry and very stupid with pride, invincibility, and arrogance. I thought that I could get away with murder and stealing Ferrari's. But I was brought down to Earth really fast. Don't be prideful have some humility it will help you in life.

My second goal was to help out my mom but my stupid ass couldn't help myself breathe air. I was always down not doing anything to help anyone. I was at rock bottom and just a waste of space. It didn't help to not do anything to help. That's why you don't let stupid people affect you. They only want to make themselves feel better. But I let them get to me so it was my fault.

  My third goal was to stay positive. But all the excuses that I used to not be positive or accepting of stuff. I was letting myself get distracted and not paying attention to the important good things in my life. But I let life just push down until I was on my knees, then my face, and then into submission. Then I was just a body, soulless and empty, walking around. No more fun, just empty.

My forth goal was to stay motivated, but it's hard to keep going through wet cement and hell. After a while it gets boring, tiresome, laziness gets you, or you lose sight of the goal you made. It made me sad and sorry that I had put the pain on my family and the people who didn't deserve it. The blame is on me. I was only proving nothing. It was a poor choice with poor consequences and bad times.

Finally was the goal to not be a jerk. That one was a really hard goal to make ends meet. I couldn't stop myself from being a jerk to people. It was very difficult to stop. 

It was a great challenge to get over myself and problems. 

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Every time when I think about my goals, I always want to change something but my brain tells me I can't I need to leave them alone and start working on them. It's hard to work on goals when you don't really have time to work on them. I normally don't make goals but these goals are the ones that just might change my life. I'm going to make five goals to start working on, and they are. 

#1. Graduating high school: 

I have to graduate, so I can be successful and have a decent job, to have money to buy the things I need for the future. In order to graduate high school, I need to past all my classes, hand in all work, and just go to school. Also I can't ditch school, or do what I want at school like tag the bathroom, bring drugs or alcohol, or come to school high or something. That's why this is my first goal, and it won't change.

#2. Getting a job:

I need a job in order to buy the things I need in the future. In order to get a job I need to go out and find one or several. It's hard finding a job because you don't know where to start in the job world. The best place to start I've been told to start is fast food. it's not the best, but it's a job. I don't want to work fast food but at least it's a job, and I have money. 

#3. Reading more books:

The more books I read the better I'll be at reading, and the faster I'll be too. I like reading but I would like to read more than I do now so I won't just want to sit and watch tv instead. My teacher Matthew says that I'm reading better than I was when I first started his class, which is really good. I'm really glad I'm getting better at reading because I like reading, and I'd rather be better then worst.

#4. Writing: 

The way I write isn't always fiction it's non-fiction, and creative like the last one I wrote. I also write my thoughts and feeling down too, it just helps me release some emotions which really helps. I love writing, to you it may sound boring, but to me it's fun, and relaxing. Writing is an inspiration to kids to read and maybe write their own books in the future.

#5. Being there for my little brother:

I think being there for my little brother is the best thing for him, why? Because I will always be there for him if he gets locked up I'll be there to bail him out. I started to raise my little brother when he was six years old, I was nine. My brother and me are three years apart, our parents weren't really home after school, they work from really early in the morning to really late at night. My little brother still thinks it was my parents that took care of him the most, but no it was me not them.

I think the best thing to do is to make time to do these goals, but that means I'm going to stop doing something's and do my goals. Making time in your days when you have appointments for your liver, school, family, and yourself is hard just because you don't want to take the wrong thing out and put something else in its place. I guess I'll have to one goal at a time, like do one this year and do the others next year. I need to pick most important goal to work on, that's going to be hard. 

So which on do you think is more important? 

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Every time I get in trouble I think of some of the things I should have done or done better.

I always did good till  I didn't think about what I was doing or not thinking and knowing the result. And I would keep going then mess up a lot worse and fell horrible after but I would do it again and again till I messed up worse. Till one day I took it too far and got kicked out for good so as I thought about what I had done and thought i would never do it again but I was wrong so I did good for longer than I ever have and kept going .as I started to walk on the edge till I messed up bad and had to transfer but I can't run forever and that's  when I changed.

So now when I walk close to the edge I catch my self and remember I can't run eny more.

#1 following rules.

    I realized as I go if you follow rules you should not mess up so. I am going to keep doing that 

    So I don't mess up.why I want to follow the rules is so I can succeed. I want to graduate at lehi high.

#2 graduate high school.

     

     I don't wAnt to come for no reason. I want to learn and grow a life out of it and build a life and family. I want to graduate so I can succeed in life. Also get a good job.

#3 job.

    I have always wanted to be a mechanic and I have realized that following the rules and being respectful is the key to a successful life. I follow the rules so I can succeed. 

 #4 happy

      I want to be happy with what I do for a living and be abel to do what needs to be done and what I want to do.

#5 family. 

     I want to have a wife and 1 or 2 kids and to be Abel to provide for them. and take them places and love them. 

Complete goals. 

 Follow rules and and respect other and good choices are the keys to life.